I have dreams which guide me and make me aware of things and there are at least a few which I want to mention
A dream I had about Tommy Robinson
I had a dream maybe between the year 2022 and 2023 in which I imagined Tommy Robinson while I was in town on a street in Leicester. Then I was in my room on my bed and then I pointed toward my closet after I had put two fingers together and it seemed about a gun.
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When I was a Muslim I didn't understand what the English Defence League was really about. I wasn't open to it as I was still much conditioned by Islam so not wanting to research about it from the fear of becoming aware of very disagreeable things which happened within Muslim communities would have confused me much. That would have made me emotional which would have either become passion for trying to defend Islam because I was conditioned to believe that it was true or made me doubt the religion.
At least a few years after I realised through basic logic of how poetry works that people could have developed the poetry with the meaning which was in the Quran, I became aware of Pegida and I think it was because they were doing a parade. There also were also boards which had a image of a knife and that had made me suspicious. But then I thought that maybe it was a way of warning people about that law which is based on Sharia which is Islamic law.
A dream which I had about Atif Aslam
I had a dream maybe in the year 2021 in which I was in possibly in a big room with daylight and there was a classroom kind of table around which I was sat and Atif Aslam I was sat around what was the left edge from my side. I had a watch and Atif Aslam which he showed to me and it seemed more expensive so it was possibly more like watches which my younger brother had who in real life spent much money on luxuries. It seemed that the watch was a distraction from what I wanted to think about and then I went away from the room and had seen another room which seemed plain and it had a desk and possibly a computer. It seemed a person was sat behind the desk on a chair near the back wall but somehow I thought that it was supposed to be my office.
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In the next few months or so I had witnessed a bike and I heard the sound of the chains of it so was reminded about that dream. I think that was before I had decided to change my philosophy and put Pull and Push in the top row and change the name to Pullism from The Sane Way after I had more life experience through avoiding what was a feeling of being controlled through the influence of others. When I chose the extension on Twitter for Pullism I had to add a symbol because the one with only the name was used by another account which showed in the tabs that there was no activity and the name of that account was Frances C Pullism. I did advertise that Twitter page in Pakistan and from there a person had followed it.
My situation eventually became more difficult to manage because of the bad karma from having had more of a overall trust for Pakistanis than I would have if I understood better. I started to post about my situation maybe in the year 2022 and after many months I posted about possibly having to use another account. Eventually I started another account for Pullism and used that symbol in the extension on the other side and I started to use the previous account as a personal one and I mentioned there about my situation.
From when I was a kid I enjoyed drawing the Pakistan flag so after I left Islam in 2014 I designed one maybe in 2015 which had what was supposed to be a moon symbol but it had more circumference and was connected to the star. The idea was that because the moon symbols which I had seen on Pakistan flags seemed less like crescents and more like eclipses, it would be more realistic and attractive in the sense that it would at least seem more like a cylinder from above.
Eventually I realised that a moon symbol which seemed like a crescent would be better so on Facebook pages for Atheists in Pakistan I posted that flag and then replaced it at least a few times. I deleted the last flag on there maybe at least a few years after. I posted and replaced more flag designs at least a few times and also a image file of a document about my message to Pakistanis on my previous Twitter page for Pullism but I hadn't started another. I also posted those on Facebook and on Tumblr on my Pullism pages. In the next few months or so Tumblr became a place where much that was posted wasn't art. I deleted those two posts from my pages for Pullism after I started that other page on Twitter.